Tomorrow I am calling the In Patient unit at the University Hospital plus a couple different phycologists. Once I get some concrete information. I will either choose to go the In Patient route or phycologists route. I have given a lot of thought into this. The group setting would have been great for me if I was functioning at a better level. But I am not. Sometimes it's days before I shower, I can't keep my house clean, leaving the house is frightening for me because I either panic or rage enough that I fear what I could do to myself or others. I am not functioning very well and I don't think the meds I'm on reflect how bad I have gotten. While I was going to group I was diagnosed with the following: PTSD, Borderline Personality Disorder, Avoidant Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Persistant Depressive Stat. The depression meds I take are mainly for anxiety disorder and I am already taking a higher dose than what is recommended plus anti pshycotics that are still at a low level. I do believe that I need to go on meds reflecting my state and be at a safe facility to where I don't feel too anxious about changing meds as that is a big anxiety for me. Image by: Martin Rowson
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